All That's Left

by Michelle Lewis

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1.
I've lost all control I've lost all creation Forgot what I know lost all sensation I can't go and I can't stay But it'll be okay That's what they say That's what they say I don't want myself can't find my vision Can't stand this show don't want this prison I can't go and I can't stay But it'll be okay That's what they say That's what they say Well it's the last time I fool myself into thinking it's forever And it's high time I tell myself it’s now or it's never Well it's never going to be how you dreamed it would be Can’t turn around it’s too late for freedom Where are the ones who count when you need 'em? I can't go and I can't stay But it'll be ok That's what they say That's what they say Well it's the last time I fool myself Into thinking it's forever And it's high time I tell myself It’s now or it's never Well it's never going to be How you dreamed it would be Can’t turn around it’s too late for freedom Where are the ones who count when you need 'em? I can't go and I can't stay But it'll be ok That's what they say That's what they say It’ll be okay That's what they say That's what they say
2.
I could smile pretend that I don’t feel the pain Or act like things haven’t changed but they’ve changed I could lie say that I did all that I could do Or that I thought I had more time with you but I think I knew I never spoke to you that day You just left a note with what you couldn’t say Now your love has gone away and all that’s left is yesterday I put off phone calls to you I had to make Trips to your house I had to take now I won’t take I never spoke to you that day You just left a note with what you couldn’t say Now your love has gone away and all that’s left is yesterday And I’ll forgive myself someday that I wasn’t there for you Things will never feel the same without you in the room I wish I spoke to you that day Said all the things I never got to say Before you took your love away and all that’s left is yesterday All that’s left is yesterday
3.
Push On 02:58
When you’re scared when you’re tired When your breathing is the only sound When you’re numb legs are heavy When your whole body’s breaking down Oh you gotta push on, push on, yeah Oh you gotta push on, push on, yeah When you’re lost hands are empty Reaching out for what’s no longer there When your head won’t stop spinning All you see is darkness everywhere Oh you gotta push on, push on, yeah Oh you gotta push on, push on, yeah
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How 03:33
I had it all, so I thought How could I be so wrong? You came in, I didn’t believe you when You said “I don’t love you anymore.” How did I get here? Where do I go? When is it over? How will I know? Where is the place that I call home? How did I get here? Where do I go? Swear to God, I am smart How could I be so wrong? Now it’s not just me, there’s a baby that’ll be Coming before too long How did I get here? Where do I go? When is it over? How will I know? Where is the place that I call home? How did I get here? Where do I go? Go on, go on I’ve got to go on Go on, go on But how do I go on? How did I get here? Where do I go? When is it over? How will I know? Where is the place that I call home? How did I get here? Where do I go? How did I get here? Where do I go?
6.
My old gal she’s got a list for me a mile long No matter how I try I always seem to get it wrong She rolls her eyes at me sometimes when we’re out with our friends Tell me why am I in love again? My old man he don’t remember a single word I say I can’t seem to ever get his help in any way When he starts tellin’ dad jokes, God, it’s so embarrassing Tell me why am I in love again? The things that drive us mad can sometimes keep us up at night But they don’t seem so bad when we hold each other tight Anywhere you’re going I want to go there, too If we did it all again, guess I’d still fall in love with you Well, my old man don’t buy me diamonds, but I know he cares ‘Cause every now and then he puts a flower in my hair My old gal’s so beautiful, it should be a sin And every day we fall in love again The things that drive us mad can sometimes keep us up at night But they don’t seem so bad when we hold each other tight Anywhere you’re going I want to go there, too If we did it all again, guess I’d still fall in love with you Well, my old man don’t buy me diamonds, but I know he cares ‘Cause every now and then he puts a flower in my hair My old gal’s so beautiful, it should be a sin And every day we fall in love again Every day we fall in love again
7.
Scars 04:23
I grew up in Wellesley Hills on a beat-up old pig farm There wasn’t much to keep us fed but even still it had its charms I lost my first love to the war not a bullet on the ground He was just 1000 miles from home when his plane came crashing down And I don’t know where the time goes or how I ever got this far Guess there’s no point in keeping count of all the scars My second wedding bells did ring children followed like they do But cancer took my firstborn girl then God took her daddy, too I raised five kids all in the same house I never made it to Italy Now they tell me I must move out ‘cause they can’t take care of me And I don’t know where the time goes or how I ever got this far Guess there’s no point in keeping count of all the scars Hit this light switch on your way out there’s nothing more for me to see I should be dying any day now if it were up to me I wear the same clothes every day now just sit and stare at the TV I had them save my best blue dress for when they bury me And I don’t know where the time goes or how I ever got this far Guess there’s no point in keeping count of all the scars
8.
You and Me 02:42
You and me we’ve got the kind of love that’s perfect in the spring The sun comes out beneath the clouds and blooms everything We’ll take a walk in Central Park when everything feels new We’ll weather all the seasons, me and you You and me we’ve got the kind of love that’s perfect on a boat The waves will splash and tumble us but we still stay afloat And if the sails should ever fail we will still make do We’ll glide across the ocean, me and you There were times I wasn’t sure if we would make it through the year But through all the ups and downs I looked and you were still here Sometimes this life will take me away from where you are But all I do is think of you, you’re never really far You and me we’ve got the kind of love that’s perfect for a song It’s got a simple melody, the crowd can sing along And the chorus seems to write itself, in two-part harmony We’ll hum that tune forever, you and me There were times I wasn’t sure if we would make it through the year But through all the ups and downs I looked and you were still here Sometimes this life will take me away from where you are But all I do is think of you, you’re never really far You and me we’ve got the kind of love that’s perfect for a song It’s got a simple melody, the crowd can sing along And of course the chorus writes itself in two-part harmony We’ll hum that tune forever, you and me We’ll hum that tune forever, you and me
9.
Please don’t go I know your body’s aching and in pain But I will always love you just the same Stay with me This can’t be all the time I get with you But the doctors say there’s nothing they can do Please don’t go Don’t listen to what He’s been telling you Please just stay This ain’t the first mistake that God has made Please tell me what else can I do to keep you here I’d gladly give you a few of my years Please don’t go Don’t listen to what He’s been telling you Please just stay This ain’t the first mistake that God has made I’ll be here just in case you want to change your mind Miracles, they happen all the time
10.
Lay on my pillow, lay on my heart Ain’t nothing now that can tear us apart If you tell me your secrets, I’ll tell you mine Lay on my pillow, you’ll be fine Stand next to me, hold my hand Ain’t nothing now I won’t understand If you tell me your troubles, I’ll tell you mine Stand next to me, you’ll be fine Stay with me always, no need to speak Just touch me softly, that’s all I need If you give me your life, I’ll give you mine Stay with me darling, we’ll be fine Stay with me darling we’ll be fine

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released October 19, 2018

Music and lyrics by Michelle Lewis ℗&© 2018 Michelle Lewis Music (ASCAP), all rights reserved
“Push On” and “In Love Again” music and lyrics by Michelle Lewis and Robby Hecht
© 2018 Michelle Lewis Music (ASCAP)/Old Man Henry Music (SESAC)
"Dancing In The Dark" music and lyrics by Bruce Springsteen
© 1984 Bruce Springsteen (ASCAP)

Produced by Anthony J. Resta and Michelle Lewis
Recorded and mixed by Karyadi Sutedja
Recorded and mixed at Bopnique Musique in Los Angeles, CA
Drums recorded at Ryan Hoyle’s Live Drum Tracks in Los Angeles, CA
Robby Hecht's vocals recorded by Don Kerce in Nashville, TN
Mastered by Vlado Meller at Vlado Meller Mastering in Charleston SC
Assistant mastering by Jeremy Lubsey
Art and design by Kat Dawson

Michelle Lewis: vocals and acoustic guitars, electric guitar (tracks 5 & 9), organelle (tracks 3 & 8), Farfisa Pianorgan (tracks 1 & 6), Moog bass (tracks 5, 7, 10), Nord Modular G2 (track 5), Casio SK-1 (track 8)
Anthony J. Resta: electric guitars, drums, percussion, programming, keyboards, Moog bass (tracks 3 & 4), electric bass (track 1), piano (track 9)
Cameron Stone: cello (tracks 2, 5, 9), fretless bass (track 9)
Nate Gonzalez: accordion (tracks 1, 2, 7, 8), electric guitar (track 7)
Ruslan Sirota: piano (track 5)
Robby Hecht: vocals (track 6)

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Michelle Lewis Boston, Massachusetts

Michelle writes intensely visual songs, rich with melodic texture and emotional depth, and she performs with an unmistakable swagger. Too refined to call folk and too personal to call pop, her music surprises listeners who think they know what to expect from a singer/songwriter, and those who never expected to like one. ... more

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